hate
October 11, 2002 | 3:15 p.m.

I think this entry is jinxed. I've been trying to post it since last night, but circumstances have repeatedly conspired against me and it hasn't appeared. It isn't even that good, it's just a list of things I hate, which I decided to do because at the moment I can't think of anything better. I'll do the things I love tomorrow. I have a feeling it's going to be somewhat shorter. (These lists aren't in any order, by the way.)

I hate: boredom, rudeness, uncontrolled bodily noises/emissions, toilet humour, feeling paranoid 99% of the time, over-inflated egos, hypocrites, screaming children and unanswered phones in shops, spam with huge attachments, people criticising me for spending too much time on the internet, people critiicising me full stop, people who get irritated because they don't understand me and I don't want them to, having to swallow my feelings and be subservient to various people when all I want to do is smack them in the mouth, Dr Pepper, rotting in an tiny unimaginative dull-as-fuck border nowhere town, eating healthily but still being hungry all the time, the fact that deep down I care about what people think of me, the fact that I have to care about what people think of me, being too cold, being too hot, not being able to drive, commercial radio, George Dubya Bush, washing up, people who chew with their mouth open, fanfiction.net's new policy, my terrible memory, having to gain a maths GCSE to do an english degree, obviously false people, ignorance, stupidity, homophobia, racism, sexism, dentists, peas (especially mushy ones) organised religion of any shape or form, the fact that a provisional driver's licence costs £20+, overly loud people, overly cheerful people, not having enough time to myself, people who don't understand why I would want time to myself, being broke, having the things I want shoved in my face every day, the fact that there's too much DJ babble and not enough music on the radio, pop-up and under ads, knowing that I rarely love someone without hating them too, being depressed, wasps, html, my family (especially my extended family) my itchy sensitive skin, Pepsi, diet ot sugar-free food or drinks of any kind, having my hair cut, people who don't understand the concept of avoidance and procrastination (ie. 'get it over with!' culture) T*mes N*w R*man, animated banner ads which take 10 minutes to load on a dial-up modem, not having a job, not wanting a job but needing the money, people who won't accept things they don't understand, people feeling threatened by the fact that they don't understand something, having to be polite to people I hate, people killing animals in horrible ways and calling it 'sport'.

I may think of more later, but that's enough to be going on with.

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