mood swing --> apathy
January 20, 2003 | 12:28 p.m.

Wow, it's been almost a month and I've only made five entries. See, you can tell by that convenient 'last five entries' thingy there at the bottom. I remember when I updated this once or even twice a day. Feels like a long time ago, doesn't it? It's not that I don't have anything to say.. well, yeah, it is that I don't have anything to say. There are so many good diaries on this site, a lot better than this. What do I write about? angst lotr angst lotr lotr angst ANGER!! angst lotr angst. I'm not fishing for compliments either, I mean it. I'm thinking maybe it's time for this diary to end. Maybe I'll move to another username, maybe I'll give it up altogether. I don't know. Next year I'll something to write about because I'll have a life (that's the theory, anyway) but now... I don't know.

I'm exhausted and apathetic, that's what it is. I feel like jacking everything in, not just this diary, so don't get too worried. If I had some caffeine in me now, this more than likely wouldn't be an issue. Anyone want to guarantee a long entry from me every day? I could experiment. I'll eat a box of these and se if it makes me update once an hour, for example. Remember that other entry when I was all caffeined up? These bars have more guarana than the Boost ones do, I think. I have to get me some of that.

Chicago won stuff at one of the innumerable awards shows they have in America at this time of the year. TTT was nominated but doesn't appear to have won anything. How can this be? This is not right. I haven't seen Chicago, but whatever. TTT had better get some Oscars.

I'm so tired. I can hardly stay awake, let alone write. Sorry.

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